Give my lips a chance to recover T__T X Saikano

It's been intensive blowing for the past week. Band from 9 to 5pm every day and i'm finding it a little hard to be in the best condition for band the next day after a tiring day of band practice T__T my lips are sore.. Thankfully (or unfortunately) i'll be leaving for malaysia soon so won't be going for band pracs.

The house door really has something against me. I brought the keys along with me after that episode which took place 2 days ago. Today, mum went to fetch relatives from malaysia at the airport and she told me she'll bring them straight to the shopping malls. After band, i went straight home, eager for a bath and start on my math hw or zzz. Waited for 156 for ages and finally reached home. Horror of horrors, i brought the wrong set of keys out. So i'm as good as locked out again. Called mum desperately but she didn't pick up T__T Stoned at the void deck for almost half an hour before i decided to go my aunty's house to bathe. Must make full use of my precious time mah. Just as i crossed the overhead bridge and was walking towards my aunty's house, i saw my mum's car turning into the driveway leading to the block. XDXD Rushed all the way over the bridge, saw mum and co. going into the lift, rushed up the stairs to the 5th floor and still beat them to the door ahahaha. Ok, my day isn't so rotten after all.

Read chapter 40 of vampire knights and a few other random manga i happen to see.. Waiting for the new chapter of Doubt to come out and i read this pretty old series called saikano. I've heard about this series a year ago on some forums .. ppl claimed that it's the saddest manga they've ever read. I didn't realised that Saikano was the manga they were talking about but after reading the plot sypnosis, i found it rather familiar and after reading the 1st chapter, the name Saikano finally rang a bell in my head. Ahahaha. Pretty sweet story, bittersweet actually. About this young couple who fell in love in a weird way and the girl is actually an ultimate weapon. The story, as far as i've read, seems to be on the developing relationship between those 2 characters. I jumped to the last few chapters (cos romance realy isn't my cup of tea) and . . . . . . Let's just say there's a very good reason why Saikano is rated M, for mature. Saikano has a live action movie adaptation and a 13 episodes anime which i heard, strays from the manga plot. Perhaps i should watch the anime some day haha.

Also started on school rumble manga. AHAHAHA omg i laughed like mad while reading the 1st few chapters. It's just so silly and funny. After reading more of the manga, i've gotten used to the kind of humour through out the entire series and the funny parts don't hit me as hard anymore. Which is a pity, cos i really enjoyed laughing at the silly plots.

THIS IS A RANTING POST

I didn't bring the keys out today and was locked out of house for around 20 minutes. Sure, it was my fault for not bringing keys but what made me seriously mad was what my mum did. I called while i was on the bus and told her i was on the way home. I freaking told her over the phone that i didn't bring the keys and she said ok. When i arrived and rang the doorbell, no one opened the door. I thought my mum fainted in the house or something lah! -________- she's so pig headed ok. What was the point of me calling home then? When she returned, she didn't even get dinner. She just bought newspapers and opened the mailbox (both are usually done by my dad) I asked her about it and she knew she was partly at fault but parents are like that; even if they make mistakes they will never apologise to their children. I was even shouted at cos i told her it was wrong of her to go out after receiving my call, for no good reason somemore. Sheesh... I've thrown my grammar to the wind. Whatever.

Okok i'm generally in a irritated mood cos i'm not able to perform for etude and i really want to. Cos i've got to go back to malaysia. Not that i don't want to go back.. Again, it's my mum who's making me unhappy. I know it's nobody's fault that the dates clash. I merely mentioned about missing the trip in order to perform and she blamed me for being slow in informing her about the performance date and there was no way she'll let me waste the plane ticket which has already been paid for. And she didn't do it in a very nice way, it was very defensive. HELLO?! DID I MAKE A BIG FUSS ABOUT NOT GOING TO MALAYSIA? I'm not blaming anyone here and i've already told her about the performance within the 1st week of joining the NJ band. I wish she could have at least considered the circumstances before pushing the blame blindly to me. I'm already upset enough that i'm missing out on the performance.

..... will read school rumble manga to cheer myself up.

CIP is worrying

And i've got to miss band prac at NIE because of it... =( Smsed wensi about it and he didn't seem too happy too. So i'm definitely going for the wednesday band prac in school =]

Argh i don't want cip.. The details are more or less filled in but i'm not confident of carrying them out smoothly. I really really hope everything goes well tomorrow. After chem lecture there will be around 3 hours before cip.. what should i do then?

i've got nothing on tuesday so that's good, will do some revision and read more manga =) Cousins and uncles and aunties from malaysia coming to singapore on saturday! Whee~ But i won't get to go shopping with them because of band =( It's ok, i enjoy going for band too ahaha. Will i still feel so passionate about going for band pracs next year at this time? I certainly hope so and hopefully i will be able to play the saxophone better too. I have nothing else to say...

Yay! I've added a playlist at the bottom of my blog.. A few chemistry songs i want to share with you guys =D *edit: the playlist doesnt work so i've removed it T__T

i am very tired but will still read manga and watch anime

Went out with 5.12 proverbs today. Celestyn called during bio tutorial to ask if i was able to join the class for an outing XD I had carrot cake in school before taking bus 174 to orchard area. Ahaha got down at some random bus stop and found my way to orchard mrt station instead. Being unfamiliar with orchard area, i had to ask Celestyn for directions to cine. Arrived at cine sweating like a pig and watched Anderson, Celestyn and erm.. this guy who joined 5.12 after i left eat long john silver. After that, we went to marina square and loitered around the arcade/pool and bowling area. The group of us actually stepped into arcade in our school uniforms. No one stopped us. Pam and Bao played this 'lost in jungle' game which was meant for couples. Lol bao died 1st and Pam didn't survive much longer either. They ended up with a compatibility score of 61% HAHA
Finally decided to walk around the shopping complex and we spent so long at the 2nd hand CD shop. I spotted 3 chemistry albums (the singing group, not subject), namely 'second to none', 'Hot chemistry' and 'So in vain'. Was so tempted to buy!! Cos they were all below $20 =D but i'm already quite broke, having paid $12 for the chem entrophy notes (not everyone paid me yet!) and lent michael $8 for the bio notes.. =(
Bao is the ultimate shopper. Well, actually Bao and pam cos the rest of us were aching all over and tired already. Oh oh! Anderson bought this Jason mraz album at the 1st CD shop we visited. To our horror, we saw the same CD at hmv selling for a dollar less! X__X sigh.. i hope this never happens to me.
Took pictures, but not using my phone =)

Been sleeping late these few days and feeling the strain of it. Stage band at 8am tmr so i will try to sleep early tonight. Still, i cant help but feel that time is too precious to be wasted on sleep. =l

There will be band tmr till quite late

I shall post this short entry to entertain sherin who has been visiting my blog too often hahaha. The number of entries i post each month is decreasing!! X_X This is not a good trend so i will try to blog more.

GPVA is worrying. hopefully i'll be able to rush out the summaries and quiz by friday cos Ms Tang said no extentions will be given. I don't want to know what will happen if i pass it up on saturday. History VA is even more worrying cos i don't have a group. Hmm.. individual work is also allowed but better to work in pairs lah, can edit each other's work.
Ahem. Sherin and yufei, stop tagging about me doing weird stuff to the poor saxophone on my tag board ok! People might get the wrong idea HAHA ^///^

Anyway i went to fausty's blog and when i put the cursor over the link to my blog, i saw this.

The game? THE GAME??!! What's that? I still remember the beetle entry and i mention the saxophone almost every entry so that's alright. Otaku is the blog title so i guess it's ok for it to show up. But toilet paper and plastic bag? eh? People will think that i'm a weird girl. -__-

You eated my cookie? ._.

Gah.. i've not blogged for a week ++ not that i have anything exciting to blog about.

Band on saturday and i was very surprised to know that the seniors wont be playing with the band after june holidays.. so etude will be their last official performance =( T___T I made alot of mistakes during band last week. So sucky.

I was a good girl and finished my history essay outline today =D For once, my poor classmates won't hear me complaining about having to rush the 3 page outline out hahaha. Watched more gintama episodes.. realised i missed out on the curry ninja episodes LOL i want to get the anime now. Must watch every single episode! So far i've not seen any gintama anime for sale in malaysia though and something terrible happened to my cowboy bebop anime. Discs 1 and 3 are unwatchable. Only disc 2 is ok O_O I don't know what happened but there are some weird blurry patterns on the shiny side of both discs 1 and 3. DIE. I don't care, i'm going to get a new cowboy bebop dvd if i happen to see it on sale.

Janice found a really nice blogskin for me on friday.. but i've not gotten down to changing it yet haha reading many manga at a go now and it can get pretty confusing

O_O i went to imeem to get the code for a chemistry song to put in this post. It didn't work out cos i'm such an idiot at html (even though it's just copying and pasting the stuff) I closed the window. But the song started playing suddenly. This is scary T__T ah...

Stress can lead to baldness, but if you try not to be stressed then that will make you stressed, so there's nothing we can do

This is a real gintama episode title ahahaha

Sports day came and went and i became darker by a few shades X__X SNTD and i still wish very much to be in solaris =X yellow is such a beautiful colour. Though aerius is pretty cool too, i especially like the 'hey you aerius fan!' cheer. We were 3rd for both the cheering competition and sports events =DD go aerius!

Reading Dogs manga : hardcore twins. Today asiasoft set up a mini gaming station in the canteen promoting audition, cabal and other pc games under asiasoft. I was attracted by cabal cos it reminded me so much of maple, but a grown up version. Visited the cabal website and read through the character ability profiles.... a little disappointed. The characters seem quite flat in terms of abilities and specialization. Oh well, i'm in no position to comment now, got to try out the game 1st. The game client requires more than 15 minutes to download. =l maybe another day

Today i was really amused by this gigantic bug at the bus stop. It was way oversized for a beetle( at least, that's what i think it is) and kept flying around. Vivien pointed it out to me when i joined her at the bus stop and halfway through whining about her fear for bugs, the beetle flew towards her. AHAHA she ran away. Frankly speaking. the beetle looked quite squishy and shiny, not intimidating at all. Hmm.. except for the size. Even i was abit alarmed by how big it was. 156 took especially long to come and i entertained myself by watching our dear beetle scare people at the bus stop. There was this lady beside me and she was inching away from the beetle all the time. The evil beetle suddenly flew towards her, (like what it did to vivien) the lady squealed and ran away. Gosh, couldn't contain my laughter anymore and pretended to look at my 'amusing' GP notes. Hope i didn't seem too rude =l

I can't iron and think about GPP at the same time

Productive weekend! Didn't have to go to school today in lieu of college day and i managed to squeeze in many homework =D I'm starting on the dreadful 3 pages history tutorial essay outline which is due on either wednesday or thursday so hopefully it won't be too much of a rush. Band after school on both tuesday and wednesday T__T i have a feeling it won't end before 8pm, as usual.
Oh man, bio spa tomorrow and chem mock spa on wednesday. There's also a bio class test on dna and genomics on wednesday. But that's about it for the week. Am i lucky or what XD

My newest catch phrase: Am i lucky or what. HAHA no matter how bad things are, i just have to add this phrase at the end and i automatically feel better. Not that it makes sense -_-
Cant appear online cos there are a few people i wish to avoid. I feel so foolish and i'm full of dread. I don't want next week to come, i want to talk to this person but lack the courage to, i want to stop wasting someone's time but am too selfish, i want to stop coughing, i want to stop doing pw but that's quite impossible. So tired of all these =((

So, my post titles sound like gintama's episode titles huh?

Haha. Crunchyroll has limited gintama episodes.. got to find another website soon. Read new chapters for hunter x ahh so exciting but the drawings... =l
College day is tomorrow and i'll be going to school at 8.30am to start on the banner which finally got approved by the teachers and Mr. Ho XD Thanks to Elaine and co who went down specially to NIE to find Mr Ho. After banner stuff, it will be band band band all the way till 8.30pm X__X Hope my nose won't give me too much trouble and that i'll be able to last that long.

I still want noir anime. And the OSTs if possible. Moved on to Soukyuu no Fafner which is famous for it's songs =l i don't really like the songs actually. Watching this anime cos there's really nothing good to watch now T__T The new released animes are quite disappointing sigh..

Come for Etude XXXIII ppl! 7 june saturday, 7.30pm, victoria concert hall. $10 for stall seats and $12 for circle seats. I promise that you wont regret coming for the concert cos all the songs are so nice. So.. janice, since i'm going for your dance performance, you should come for the nj band concert too right? XD Sherin and yufei are going~ Whee~

Ahh, i'm tired. Shall retire for the night.