What if your best isn't enough?

This assumes that the best was put in too, but that's hard to say..

So glad there's no school tmr. I have finished all my homework but it's a good time to do more hw and revision in advance and convince myself that i will be able to get a place in the local universities. Nevermind the course..
I know that i'm not one of the best, nor am i among the last but it's not good enough to be in the middle. Good enough to compete? Or not to disappoint myself? Currently no. *Sniff*

I'm raving for a game of friendly go aka weiqi. Not against myself please.. And not against some internet opponent too =(

To understand the next sentence, you will have to watch enough of gundam seed.
I must go into SEED mode! *Hopes for some crystal thingy in eyes to break and become emotionless*

Doing too much math is unhealthy X manga

Maybe it's due to the lack of sleep ( from doing so much math)

Yes, i have been doing alot of math. And yes, i'm abit sick with a slight flu and sore throat. =( I believe it's not H1N1 though

I've been doing so much work and neglected my anime and manga =( Can't even sit down to watch a full episode of Sayonara zetsubou sensei. The new season is out! I didn't even know until i spotted the new opening song on gendou. Not in the know anymore =((

Still, the weekly updated manga i'm following motivates me. Like Code breaker, bakuman and bleach. Bleach is still the most exciting in the end.. so much for abandoning it after the bounto arc. I feel that Codebreaker is in abit of a transition phase, aimless and filler-ish. But i'm still going to continue following it hehe hopefully some company will make an anime out of it soon.

The latest chapter of Blazer drive saw to the conclusion of a minor arc and i can't wait to see more of kuroki! XD The previous chapter of Loveless (which was so long ago) disappointed me alot.. Kouga Yun changed her drawing style or sth and everything looked so kiddish. Soubi is so not cool anymore ;_; I hope she receives feedback and reverts back to the previous style. I miss Deadman Wonderland chapters.. No new chapters since early this year and it's such a pity cos out of all the series i'm following DW is in the top 3 in terms of plot and potential for development. Read 2 new chapters of Mirai Nikki a few days ago and that relieved my manga- withdrawal symptoms slightly haha. Broke my heart temporary though, cos of some shocking development X__X

Ok end of my ramblings which no one understands anyway haha. Did i mention about being addicted to anime fanfictions? I used to be crazy over them in sec 2 but lost the interest due to the cliche plot and not so good language (bad influence lol) but i'm interested again! Whee another form of motivation to study and i can tell my mum it's extra content for gp hahaha

Taken from a poll result at mangafox which i used to visit to read Ranma 1/2. So many people read hentai O_O