This is what hurts the most

Sometimes i can't help thinking that Ouran High School Host Club is in fact a tragedy. Disguised by all those comical episodes and unbelievably funny characters, the development brings such sadness when you finally see it coming.

I feel the most for the twin's situation. The dilemma doesn't just apply to their feelings for Haruhi, but to every precious thing or person they treasure. Not wanting to be lied to but knowing the truth demands one of them to be sacrificed. Luckily for them, Haruhi's interest lies some where else.

For Tamaki, there's no reason to be sad for him since he's going to get the girl in the end anyway. Rather, i feel sorry for Tamaki for being such an idiot and turning one full circle before realising everything.

One redeeming point is that Haruhi has already unconsciously made a choice, so that cheers me up a lot. Kyoya X Haruhi used to be my second favourite pairing but after reading the manga, i the was totally blown away by the feeling that there is just no place for a second pairing... TamaHaru all the way!

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I'm writing (or trying to write) an Ouran fic, right now. Which explains why i started reading the manga from the 1st chapter.

Here's a summary: Haruhi falls asleep in the Third Music Room and someone steals a kiss! Will Detective Haruhi Fujioka interrogate the Host Club members and follow the clues to trace down the culprit or will the guilty stay free forever?

The very sad thing is, i've written close to 900 words and Haruhi has only just fallen asleep in the story T___________T and i don't know how to describe the kiss.

Your time is up.. or is it?

I was just thinking about this last week. The old geezer in HxH has died, maybe it's time for the one in Bleach to move on too. Viola, Yamamoto did just that at the end of chapter 395 though his death was only confirmed in the next chapter. Hmm are there any old men in Naruto or One Piece.. i wonder.

This is just a minor similarity, but have Togashi and Kubo been exchanging ideas? Or is a sacrificial explosion the only epic way of dying that shounen manga must have? Ahh hardcore Bleach fans are going to flame me if they read this. Cos technically Yamamoto did not cause an explosion. I have no idea what kind of kidou Itto Kaso is but definitely not a nuke which Netero from hxh used. Ok i take back some of my words, Yamamoto might not be dead.. Itto Kaso is a sacrificial kidou but he might not have sacrificed his life.

And just when i thought i caught a glimpse of light which signifies a turning point, all hopes are wiped out then the baddie says "You call this a wound?" -_-

Hahaha after the ???!?!! Hunter X chapter 299, Togashi rewarded us with a very solid chapter 300 where Gon goes with Pitou to revive Kaito. I was so happy to see Gon and Killua again, i don't mind enduring another crazy chapter with crying chimera ants. Serious.

Chapter 301 was alright. I'm starting to like the King abit more after seeing his more humane side and the memory loss had better change his attitude towards dominating the world. If not it really serves no purpose. If Togashi's current fetish is to draw cutesy chibi characters, so be it. Though i very much prefer to see Pufu in his bishie form.

Aren't they just adorable? XD compared to

*shudders*

Bright sparks!

Uni apps and more uni apps. I'm almost done with them though =D, might apply for a scholarship but the idea itself is so laughable..

Soo... now that i'm no longer working, i sleep at 12 and wake up at 9. Enjoying life quite a bit but i'm looking for a job again through recruit express. Let them do the calling and stuff and i can just say yes if i'm interested in what they have to offer.

I have an account at fanfiction.net, created hundreds of years ago. Just kidding -_- it was created in 2005 so that i could submit signed reviews for mostly prince of tennis stories. Very convenient especially now that i have time on my hands to write fanfics. I've written 2 stories, both for Hunter X and involving just the Genei Ryodan. So please take a look if you're feeling bored or just want to point out my grammar and expression mistakes hehe =D

http://www.fanfiction.net/~spider9x 请多多指教 onegaishimas!

I'm going to the library later and i think it's really sad that i have to google 'good fantasy books' to get a list of the authors names X_X

Life goes on

Even when i don't get no As.. =( It just makes me depressed.

I was scanning anime news at well, anime news network, nothing much jumped out except for this:

'Totoro makes guest appearance in Toy Story 3 Trailer'

which is pretty cute if you think about it, if totoro gets a voice (if it even gets a talking role with more than 5 seconds screen time) i hope the voice will be the deep and creepy kind-- perfect for frightening kids XD eehh just a little 'fantasy' of mine since Totoro's grin in the original movie struck me as extremely creepy at times

Wiki has just confirmed my suspicions that Totoro does not talk in Toy Story 3. =((

Another startling news:

Kuroshitsuji II to debut in july with new butler and new master

!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enough said =( Does this mean that Ciel really met his end in season 1?

I have temporarily left my temporary job O_o Alot of things have happened at work due to my boss's bad temper and unreasonable scoldings. Coincidentally, i cleared my job and had nothing left to do so i jumped at the chance to leave, using uni application as my reason. But i still have to return every saturday to help my mum with her accounting stuff.. and if boss finds himself shorthanded, guess who he'll be asking to work for him again.

AAAAAAAAAAA

If i don't attempt to blog now, i might never feel the urge to blog again.. depending on what happens tomorrow

I'm ready to leave my workplace, in fact i would have already left last Saturday if not for some updating job my boss managed to dig up to keep me occupied.

Yesterday I had delipotato with my colleague at the Singapore Post at Paya lebar during lunch and it was her 1st contact with deli potato *shakes head sadly* Moreover she was unable to enjoy to goodness of the baked potato cuz of an irritant in her eye which we assumed to be a very persistent eyelash. It got so painful that we had to stop at the mrt toilet and to our horror, she pulled out a 3cm strand of hair-- from the inner corner of the eye (i've forgotten what it's called) X_X from my pov it was like watching magic.. the gross kind where the magician makes a fish appear from thin air hahaha XD

I will miss my colleagues when i leave the office =(( and my eye candies!!!

Recently i've just been using the comp to read manga and fanfictions.. Mostly CLAMP series and Hunter X. It's a pity there aren't many good hxh fanfics around because majority of the stories involves shounen ai or romance with an outside character which doesn't exactly interest me unless the writer writes with such skill that the characters do not stray from the manga personality. And that is hard especially for hxh as the manga has not a hint of romance (fangirls who insist that there is more than friendship between Gon and Killua should just go away) =X

However.. when it comes to the CLAMP series, almost all the stories i read are shounen ai-ish... and i enjoy reading them X__X the parodies and romance are a refreshing break from all that angst and character deaths. I also approve of certain pairings which are already painfully obvious so the stories aren't that disturbing. Kyaaaaaaaaa~ are those excuses? I strongly suspect that i have slowly transformed to become a shounen ai fan girl in denial

Just to keep ppl updated, i'm currently blogging from my new Acer lappie which is super cool and running on windows 7. This means that i have no pictures at all and so i am unable to post any pictures and we're stuck with just words =D