CONGRATS YUFEI AND CK

This is a super duper late post, had it saved as draft for such a long time.. I wish the blogger app was more stable then I'll be able to type the post together with uploading the photos without the app crashing..

Oh yea an update on the gudetama foot mask, it's very cute but not any better than the one I bought at sasa XD will not repurchase for my own use, but quite cute as a gift.

Because this post is so late, I have to squeeze in the part for the prep too haha we came up with the backbone for the games all in 1 night using google doc then just improved from there during our one and only meet up at HY's house. The best part of the meet up was drawing this board ahaha (though the crown dropped off on the actual day cos the board kept dropping and the hot glue couldn't hold the crown's weight after the repeated impact. Was quite tired during the prep meeting but we managed to get most of the game items yea!

Wedding day itself! I woke up at 4ish and did my usual make up and went downstairs to wait for the cab which was pre booked. Imagine my horror when I saw that the cab was at changi airport when it was 5 mins away from the booking time. The uncle was also quite apologetic and luckily the rest of the YYYs all stay in the west, if not definitely late le.. It was also yz's birthday happy birthday again yz!!!!

Anyways the time waiting for the groom and his bros to arrive just zoomed by. They were quite cheeky to send a representative up from the lift where we were all waiting while the rest came up from another lift and tried to get in. !!!! so bad.. The games went okay, we video called YF during most of the games. The guys perspired like crazy, I actually felt bad. We had a short AAR and know what to change for the next wedding le HAHA

After the games, YQ and I followed the couple to the CK's place for the tea ceremony where we drove past my house area and to my surprise, he stays at the same condo I had 2 of my love live dance videos shoots at! hahaha what a coincidence. Then we went back to YF's house for tea ceremony 2nd round before going to the banquet place. Totally knocked out in the car hahaha abit paiseh to the driver Kelvin. I actually brought another dress to change into but decided against it cos the table and chair covers are the same colour and texture LOL what are the chances. The bf met Jackson on the way over and came together, less awkward than during the NYGH shoot XD

YF looked so beautiful in her wedding gowns, figure very good!!! And her speech almost made me cry, i think the bf also (he cries more than me during movies usually) lolol I'm impressed by the banquet management, the coordination and service is one of the best I've seen. The lunch banquet also ended on time! Amazing, usually will end quite late and drag on but this was just nice, I'm impressed again. It's just too bad we didn't have more photos together, the whole YYY group.

After that, I forced myself to hang out with the bf at vivo until 8+ pm before going home to zzz. 

Bad mood

I've not been a good mood the past week.. Dreading the meeting tomorrow because none of my team mates have been around to work on the assignment given by boss. I have something but it's pathetic.. This only shows how incompetent I am..

Because of the dreadful meeting I've been in a poor mood and wasn't able to enjoy cosfest. Vesak day was spent working on the costume and the bf came over too. I couldn't enjoy the process, just full of dread.

Yesterday was fine, I didn't cos and just followed the bf around helping to take care of the bags and stuff. 

Today I cosed and met the bf earlier to do his make up. Was already damn sian when I woke up because I couldn't get the meeting out of my head. Went all the way to pasir ris. After he changed, he realised that the number on his jersey was wrong. 

This was something which totally could have been avoided. I had offered to cut the numbers to stick on the jersey and being very bad with names, he told me that he wanted to cos the 'angry senpai who has a bone to pick with the protagonist'. My bad for picking up only the angry part and I assumed that it was that particular character with the number 10. Turned out he meant the number 11 character. Which was ironic cos when he was at my house on wednesday, I already pointed out that he has the wig for number 11 but he wanted to cos 'the angry one' which number 10 is known for. The miscom might have already started there and seriously fish this sh1t and next time just tell me the name like WTF. On friday after I told him I'm cutting out 10, he just told me ' i dont know' like wth he couldn't verify. What is with this attitude. I wasn't angry then neither was I that angry when we found out this afternoon, but I was trying to tell him that we could have totally avoided this.

He fishing raised his voice at me and told me to stop talking about it. DAMN ANGRY. Still got to fishing do his make up after that. 

Then yuhsuan told us the good news on whatssap, i'm very happy for you and very touched also :') But back to the actual situation. I told csy that F1 proposed already, not like someone who scolded me and I stormed off. Damn angry serious, like happy and angry at the same time. Then I went to the toilet to look at the whatssap chat and photos and cry for a while. 

I ignored the bf the whole afternoon. When leaving, I totally just tapped in the mrt without looking back because all the guy could say towards the end of the day was along the lines of 'go home' (he was going home for dinner). It's not the first time he does this (talk about going home very happily) and I always feel sian because it sounds like he's just thinking about going home when he's with me. Am I such bad company I really don't care already. Super sad and angry. I'm like crying as I type this post. If you look at the selfie he took with me in costume today, I totally gave a fake smile, like wth you just raised your voice at me 10 mins ago. Now you want to pretend nothing happen and take photo with me. Seriously. 

I know it's probably that damned presentation tomorrow and I will be ok after that.