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Omiyage from taiwan so cute

From the shoot yesterday, made some changes to the make up and wore the costume better than during the event. I wasn't able to take as many good shots as I wanted though, perhaps cos it was split between 3 people and there wasn't quite enough time. The concept of the shoot also didn't allow many solo shots. It's ok! I don't think i'll be cosing this again... unless the bf wants to repeat the cos for an event (which I highly doubt) It's going to be hard to sell this costume cos hardly anyone knows about this series hahaha but at least I have this shot which will work well to sell it off.

Rants from here on.

The bf made me sad again this week. It's still hard to initiate extra meetings outside our usual ones, making me feel like he treats our meeting like a chore. Meet once during the weekday then reach quota le, try to meet again on another weekday will die like that. I asked one day before and he was undecided which is an improvement(?) from the usual direct no, period. He bothered to mention his considerations which were logistic related--I thought about those and came up with an arrangement which I felt addressed the problem already. He was still undecided. At this point I kinda knew that even after all the accommodations I could make, since it wasn't a clear yes, it's probably going to be a no.

On that day morning itself, he still couldn't decide and after lunch suddenly said he caught a cold, still not confirming whether we were going to meet. Until i asked and asked and asked he apologised and said no. That same night he played maple story until midnight. He might have felt better and well enough to stay up late for the game. It's also less straining for an unwell person to game in the comfort of his home rather than meeting and walking around all night. But what was I supposed to feel.

After the shoot on saturday which we had no alone time cos it was with a group of friends, I asked if he wanted to meet on sunday which was our "promised" meeting day. Got rejected again. His reason was "I need to pack my room" because he messed it up while searching for the shoot costume and props. Seriously.. won't take the whole day right. His room is not bungalow.

I honestly don't want to force him to meet.. but I am rarely satisfied with the shitty reasons he always gives. No choice got to treat it as him needing his alone time and not take it too personally.