Last day of August

Upgraded pouch. I'm left with the belt, the back piece, putting the beads together and making sure they stay where they're supposed to. Really hope Vanille turns out well.. fingers crossed.

Need to check the schedule to see what time Sugita is coming and plan my day accordingly :DDD Sugita before everything else!!!! I'll also be in the same team as the bf on saturday, let's see how it goes.. Events always leave me with mixed feelings.

 My avatar is now a half transformed sailormoon XDXD

Laughed so hard at this when I went back for practice LOL it's too bad I didn't get to see the person.

August is ending

Hand sewing + iron on adhesives... Sometimes I really want sewing machine, they're not expensive but not cheap either. If I get one, I will be obliged to sew more stuff myself. If I get one but end up not using it, I will not forgive myself. The skirt is almost done...... The beads are not going so well because I need to piece them together before I know if they look good X____X

I like my nails! They don't look very nice here but I love the colours. Though I forgot that there's an event last sunday and painted them on wednesday..... 

Stayed out for overnight karaoke after natsu matsuri on saturday (got home at 5am omg never again) and ended up not cosing on Sunday. I'm so sorry for pangsei-ing my partner but she was okay with it hahaha X_X Still went walking around the event with her. Got myself these, the bottom pink one was a surprise gift for the bf actually. 

He asked me to help buy something for his friends who were unable to go for the event and I was like !!!!! when they wanted the same pink keychain :( No choice I had to spoil the surprise because he asked me to buy 2 and I was worried that 1 was for himself and I'd end up overbuying. Both are for his friends lah but if it turned out otherwise, I'm going to give him trouble for getting a couple keychain with another girl LOL

He offered to saw up the keychain so we can each take half. That's a really lovely idea but I don't want to risk ruining the pretty keychain. Not that he'd actually get down to doing it anyway oops :X I've decided to not take the little things he says too seriously, he's just absent minded that way :)

Another long week

My shoulders are aching like crap now............ They always do when I cos Cater. Did a little analysis and I think it's because the jacket is too tight. 

I doubt it's Cater's bag or shoulder amour because those are light. The shoulder amour may be really restrictive and prone to falling off but not possible that they do so much damage to my shoulder muscles. Grrrr -shakes fists at jacket- I'm starting to dislike the wig too.. Will fully remove all the styling and re-style. Might be joining another group as Cater, and then I'll finally be able to sell off the costume. People please buy please. 

Ohoho a team mate (someone we know from our ny days actually hehe) asked if he could marry my legs LOL then he kept flirting and patting my head throughout the day even after we dressed down. To the extent of offering to carry me home and poking me during the car ride. If I had enough energy I would have jumped and hit him out of reflex but I was too tired I barely flinched at the pokes. If you threw a fish at me at that time maybe I would not freak out. But I will remember and take revenge next time.   

So earlier this week I was playing starry sky After Winter and finished Hayato's (Virgo) route. I got a bad end at first. WTH why did they bring back the bad ends. Then I moved on to my Kazuki kaichou muack muack love his voice so much. Kazuki is such a fun guy, if I forgot how much I loved him during the first game, just 10 minutes into his route here totally reminded me again ^_^

Also collected my Ranka wig. Adding cosplans like eating potato only =_= The wig is so adorable ahhhhhhh I really love it, it's so cute XD 

My face looked okay lah, I just mosaic to troll the bf who wanted a picture.

Performed with the sax quartet at the matric fair equivalent and I was thrilled to see a LINE booth with a lucky draw!!! Immediately went to spin after my performance without putting down my instrument hahaha. Got the third prize

Met up with Fausty today and we spoke so much XDXD

Kinda got upset this week because I felt that promises were not kept. I'm a person who's easily disappointed and I guess I took to heart what he said he would do and it just hit me quite hard when some things happened and the promise was not fulfilled. Not the first time le actually -shakes head-

I thought about the issue for half an hour and felt better, but I still told him that I was upset and that I wanted to talk to him face to face about it. Regretted it almost immediately because we weren't meeting till next week and he was in the middle of lecture. Felt so bad for making him worry.

It was a eureka moment when I saw this on tumblr the next day :)

I don't know my love language nor his, but I think we're probably different.

Little things

Right from the start I had planned to get those tubes sold in aquariums for Vanille's necklace. I decided not to procrastinate and went to get them on my way home this evening..

Was nearing the row of fish shops when I saw the rows of fish tanks and caught a whiff of the fishy smell and I literally broke out in cold sweat. Even the fallen leaves on the floor gave me a scare because I was so afraid they were dead fish X_______X

Walked past the shops twice and couldn't bring myself to go any closer T_____T I had been worried that the tubes would be expensive or that the shop wouldn't have tubes the right thickness but it never occurred to me that I would be unable to enter the shop. I guess in a way it means I'm getting over my fear, or becoming less conscious about it. But ultimately it's still there aiyo ym you think you superwoman issit.. suddenly not afraid of fish anymore.

I told him that I was scared and he offered to go to the aquarium shop with me T ^T I don't think he understands how much it means to me but that's it, the line "Tomorrow I go with you" got me 100% sold. 

Still I didn't want to wait another day so I looked hard and luckily for me, one shop had some tubes displayed at the area I was loitering and I managed to get close to perfect tubes :D so proud of myself.

It's been 4.5 months since we got together and there was this period where I realised there were major problems that I was going to have to talk to him about. But before I got around to talking about them, he initiated changes which showed that he was aware and put me back at ease. I still get jealous easily which is something I've never told him about hehe and I still worry about lots of small stuff but I think it's because I don't know him well enough to feel secure. And that's why I don't think he'll be meeting you all any time soon lah, still too early. We have time :)

I like how he always turns over to face me when he's standing in front of me on the escalator. On the other hand I always just face forward and not turn back because I'm shy lololol. I like how he always squeezes my hand and lifts it slightly as if he's escorting a princess, like I might trip and fall any moment, or maybe he's worried that I might be stretching my hands too far down since he has longer arms. I like how he refuses to let go when my palms are sweaty and even rubs them on purpose to make them sweaty when they're not (I don't like this okay!!) but yeaaaaa he doesn't mind XDXD my palms are seldom sweaty when I'm with him anyways. I like our still awkward hugs before saying goodbye at the train platform. And I don't like saying goodbye.

This weekend

Met up with the Yyys for afternoon tea on saturday!!!!! So happy to see Janice and listen to tales of horror hahaha our meetups are always so fun and gossipy. We must meet again before you fly off okay!!!

 

I've been looking for a pair of sandals for a while, something more formal than flip flops and can withstand plodding through the rain. I fell in love with this pair and bought it after showing my mum ehehe i'm such a mummy's girl. Firstly I'm pleasantly surprised she knows how to use whatssap ^__^ and secondly she went 'haha' on me hahahaha so cute

So I happily told the bf that I bought new shoes and he wanted to see it. I sent this and asked about how his tuition session went. He totally ignored the photo despite sounding so enthusiastic about seeing it before :/ cheat my feelings only okay can XD

I will make significant progress for Vanille this coming week I promise myself. The start of 'significant progress': 

I hope to discover an easier and less messy way of painting my beads. My fingers are also stained blue and I can't remove the colour X_______X

Crazy week

It has been such an erratic week I've fallen sick again.. Maybe it's also because I shared dessert with him who's recovering from a cough when we met up with his group and told them about us. They were all shocked wahahaha. We watched ju-on and it wasn't scary for me, his reactions on the other hand were more entertaining than the movie XD

Started feeling sick on Friday so I went down to the event rather late on Saturday, actually just to see him cosplay a main character (for once not a masked guy or old man) then left after dinner to attend a friend's CO concert. I was dying of exhaustion already. 

Mum kept scolding me for packing my schedule so tightly but no choice... The quartet always has very little time to prac for the gigs. I agreed to go for the sound check from 12-1pm on Sunday despite it being the event day, thinking that I'll have time to prep in the morning and after the sound check. To my horror they squeezed in a practice session at 9am. I was dying from the onset of a cold but forced myself to get out of bed at 8am and do my base +eye make up... 

Was super sway and felt my period come while I was walking to the car to go school omg..... Had to sit sideways during the ride cos my pants were of all colours, white OTL went straight to toilet when I reached and sent an SOS to my cosplay partner to bring more pads and a pair of shorts for me. 

My make up for Sunday was alright but I had so little energy T__T didn't get the feel for the character, which was pointed out by 2 people... I will work harder and do better for the shoot and next event!!!! Rawrrrrr. 

Sunday was still fun XD he went back to cosing side characters. The Sunday character suits him a lot hahaha this ex-gangster cyclist who has a trademark scowl. I'll never be able to pull characters like these off. It makes me miss him much more when we're at the same place but not interacting with each other. I was just trying not to stick to him during dinner so he can talk and play around with his crazy group of friends. He mentioned before that he wants me to cling to him when we are with his group but.... Don't want leh.. I might have overdone it because I just stuck with the girls throughout the long walk back to the mrt even though he came by a few times hahaha

Monday morning I had to go school early for the performance at 10am and 3pm. The 10am freshies were much more enthusiastic than the afternoon batch haha. I was next to lifeless by 2pm and so the 3pm performance was quite bad actually oops, in addition to the quiet crowd. 

Looking forward to meeting the yyyys this week!! Janice!!!! I mish you!!